Tuesday, July 24, 2007

In Proper Dis-order

Life's energies floating all 'round me
Earth, Water, Fire, and Air I breathe -
food for the soul is all I truly need.

This "reality" of guilty illusions where greed and jealousy run
deeply in this universal society.

Rockin' the boat, over and over,
never will we stop; until we see by
the light that strips us free of the limited mentality.

Release the belief - It's okay, we're always safe
Release the pain of comparison and blame,
Open your heart to the beat of silent whispers in our minds.
Only by willing choice can you see, the gloom and darkness deep within
Accept that we FEAR, accept that we HATE, accept that we can never seperate.
So let them cast judgement; understand, they only act out of pain.

It's a human condition, a learned perception of a constant burder of illusions.
Wont you ever stop and question, the intention of the will you weild?
It's your power, step back and see
IT HAS NEVER BELONGED TO ME
the illusion you perceive, is what bound you to me
the lie in your mind that spoke so highly of me
the lie in your mind that spoke so lowly of me
the lie in your mind that once said "IT WILL ALWAYS BE"
Only truth. Only Love, the only things that will ALWAYS BE.

I am as I think I am,
therefore I think I am bound -
accept it
now released,
step back
it's only your thoughts.

travel wide
now be free.
( in the grand search, what are your true intentions? )

Friday, July 13, 2007

Reminder

LOVE is real
LOVE is true
Love governs everything we do
No brain may know the future
or scave the mind of the Creator


Goddess is all material aspects, and all that accompany that is God.

What's on YOUR mind?

what's on my mind this time is a rhyme that's fine
like this world we live in, is peace within - we all know
go with the flow row with the lows and rock with the rolls
fly with the highs sail through the sorrows
we live in now
nevermind the future, love rocks the boat -
left - right - left - right

wonderin where time went
what happened, how'd i get wet?
where did I go, the flow has run dry
im lost and tangle, grippin' at the sky
honesty bothers me, im afraid to be free

split the smoke and focus on the eye
love runs through each of you
love is alive to my surprise
within us all we live too small
life is large, but i think i own it
take a step back and a hundred forward

cant be hiding within an ego
"i am this, i am that"
"i will be this, I will be that"
scarry to think it's not possible
scarry to think I'm just gunna fall
happy to think im gettin great attention
happy to think everybody likes me
fall
falllll
fallllll
falll falll falll
down, i went
there i go -
hit the rocks and find a peace
balance kindly comes rushing in
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
we come runnin 'round the day
searchin' searchin' searchin'
cant find the center through material
i buy, i eat, i sleep, i walk, i run, i fly, i speak, i live, i die, i kiss,

i cry, i lay, i breathe, i smoke, i drink, i think, and nothing doth satisfy.

forget all the lies the government will deny - learn to live with Love.
Take no more than what you need, and charity for those in need.

jealousy poetry of the unspoken delusions.

jealousy poetry of the unspoken delusions.

incoming!
oh no! watch out!
BLAM! (giant explosion)
jealousy
what do I see?
it's lacking outside of me
what do I do!?
where am I now?
why have I left?
chose the denial
chose the apple
chose the material
wait, there's another choice?
how can that be?
that's illusion to me!
you say you know the truth,
well I dont know it, so you can't!
where did you go?
when did it happen?

im here to learn
i hear to listen
i think to live
i brag to glisten
i choose to "prove"
myself to you
yet it does no good
the things i do
jealousy introduced me
jealousy produced me
assumption of nothing
nothing but assumptions
expecting to gain
gaining loss
maintenance to maintain
as the lies turn to insane
control of the brain
only to conclude
the crudest of rude


go along, doing wrong
go ahead, do not dread
fear not, for thine is true
god beloved, me and you
we can guide, ourselves from blue
change our mind, and time will do
the rest be done, inside the lines

open thy heart into mine
view thy soul, next to mine
surrounded by nothing, between no lines
here we stay, here we lay, in time we find
surrender that which pretends to bless
with a material guess of what you are
pain, fear, and scars
inadequacy
lacking, "i think i see"
"terrible things do happen only to me", poor me
assuming
adoring
wanting
and expecting
illuding
delluding
hiding
and fighting
silence is golden,
but when unspoken fear of pain takes reign
give birth to dormant violence
in silence
and peace be within the thoughts
that does give birth to the seedless minds
through choice, dont judge
i could fall blind
only accept, that which is
with love, thanks, and respect
that grows the heart
trust,
patience,
love divine goddess and god.
Self sabotage

poetry, poetry, poetry,
hug a tree
love a tree
accept a tree
bounce
crickly prickly
ounce
hop skiddle me fiddle ring diddle
flap kidditch soon to be kind
open your mind

understand?

dont need a watch to waste you time
dont need a gun to blow your mind
wOneder - ?where's that thunder
plunder under no more funder
you cant find the brain space to
replace the lies already made
instead reject
what it is in your head
that makes you figity
denial of it
wreck yourself -
self sabotage, got cha?

accept

Monday, July 9, 2007

rubber poetry

as time goes on, space is eternal.
time is time and space is space. burn my brain into the group, buildings fall as I walk beside the wings of light clearly stirring fright.

if I do love myself, myself is sacred. i must protect what i have with what i have.

i can feel a world in which is not seen, smelled, heard, tasted, or touched with any physical sense and yet is within reach of my mind with discipline and gratitude.

the mansion im given I wish to cleanse, live purely for love - freely.

as it seems it's a lie, pathological denial

I carry such burdens on my shoulders. Crippling pain over and over. They say "love" they say "accept the pain" they say "change your mindframe to be at peace". Open your mind, sould and body to me. Let go, open, and see. Suggestion, simply, empowers you and me. Choose "what if" to dowse the hot flames of head games of insecure pain and fear. Put the game in it's place and never mind the faces of the players, see the game for the game that it is.

Something I am participating in.

If you only chose to listen, from the beginning, realizing you know nothing. Instead you hung on to the arrogance and pride that sits and hides waiting until a spark of bubbling blood. A rush of fear as the pain enters into the brain of man. To the max, back track. Find yourself in your mate. Realise, nothing is needed from another for me to succeed. You and I can only obtain peace from acceptance! If theres only one thing I could learn on my time here on earth, I pray that I learn acceptance.


OK! I GET IT!
Holy MOLEY!
One, I fucked it. Two, I lose it. Three, I am falling, falling apart from the sky high feeling that I did create with a psychological mind fuck of a game. As I play I truly believe that my heart is opening, opening to you for me! - SO FAKE SO FAKE!
As I let myself scream and rape your mind with games of brain possession and obsession. The pain flows out and once again you haunt me. "GET OUT! FUCK YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE!" as I choose to be angry you storm through my "defense" - ego choice, not thought twice, just react!
spin and spin twist and rampid heart racing anxiety and POOF
if only you knew, and then you'd know nothing.

all is nothing, and Love reigns



Color the inner-world with PEACE.