rubber poetry

as time goes on, space is eternal.
time is time and space is space. burn my brain into the group, buildings fall as I walk beside the wings of light clearly stirring fright.

if I do love myself, myself is sacred. i must protect what i have with what i have.

i can feel a world in which is not seen, smelled, heard, tasted, or touched with any physical sense and yet is within reach of my mind with discipline and gratitude.

the mansion im given I wish to cleanse, live purely for love - freely.

as it seems it's a lie, pathological denial

I carry such burdens on my shoulders. Crippling pain over and over. They say "love" they say "accept the pain" they say "change your mindframe to be at peace". Open your mind, sould and body to me. Let go, open, and see. Suggestion, simply, empowers you and me. Choose "what if" to dowse the hot flames of head games of insecure pain and fear. Put the game in it's place and never mind the faces of the players, see the game for the game that it is.

Something I am participating in.

If you only chose to listen, from the beginning, realizing you know nothing. Instead you hung on to the arrogance and pride that sits and hides waiting until a spark of bubbling blood. A rush of fear as the pain enters into the brain of man. To the max, back track. Find yourself in your mate. Realise, nothing is needed from another for me to succeed. You and I can only obtain peace from acceptance! If theres only one thing I could learn on my time here on earth, I pray that I learn acceptance.


OK! I GET IT!
Holy MOLEY!
One, I fucked it. Two, I lose it. Three, I am falling, falling apart from the sky high feeling that I did create with a psychological mind fuck of a game. As I play I truly believe that my heart is opening, opening to you for me! - SO FAKE SO FAKE!
As I let myself scream and rape your mind with games of brain possession and obsession. The pain flows out and once again you haunt me. "GET OUT! FUCK YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE!" as I choose to be angry you storm through my "defense" - ego choice, not thought twice, just react!
spin and spin twist and rampid heart racing anxiety and POOF
if only you knew, and then you'd know nothing.

all is nothing, and Love reigns



Color the inner-world with PEACE.