jealousy poetry of the unspoken delusions.

jealousy poetry of the unspoken delusions.

incoming!
oh no! watch out!
BLAM! (giant explosion)
jealousy
what do I see?
it's lacking outside of me
what do I do!?
where am I now?
why have I left?
chose the denial
chose the apple
chose the material
wait, there's another choice?
how can that be?
that's illusion to me!
you say you know the truth,
well I dont know it, so you can't!
where did you go?
when did it happen?

im here to learn
i hear to listen
i think to live
i brag to glisten
i choose to "prove"
myself to you
yet it does no good
the things i do
jealousy introduced me
jealousy produced me
assumption of nothing
nothing but assumptions
expecting to gain
gaining loss
maintenance to maintain
as the lies turn to insane
control of the brain
only to conclude
the crudest of rude


go along, doing wrong
go ahead, do not dread
fear not, for thine is true
god beloved, me and you
we can guide, ourselves from blue
change our mind, and time will do
the rest be done, inside the lines

open thy heart into mine
view thy soul, next to mine
surrounded by nothing, between no lines
here we stay, here we lay, in time we find
surrender that which pretends to bless
with a material guess of what you are
pain, fear, and scars
inadequacy
lacking, "i think i see"
"terrible things do happen only to me", poor me
assuming
adoring
wanting
and expecting
illuding
delluding
hiding
and fighting
silence is golden,
but when unspoken fear of pain takes reign
give birth to dormant violence
in silence
and peace be within the thoughts
that does give birth to the seedless minds
through choice, dont judge
i could fall blind
only accept, that which is
with love, thanks, and respect
that grows the heart
trust,
patience,
love divine goddess and god.